Khloé Kardashian Can't Figure Out Why Exes Lamar Odom and Tristan Thompson Treat Her Like a 'Doormat': 'It's Really Insulting'

Khloé Kardashian is tired of being walked all over by her exes.

On the season 6 finale of The Kardashians, Khloé and her sisters Kylie and Kendall Jenner debriefed on the emotional reunion she had with her ex-husband Lamar Odom. The critiques Kendall had of how she behaved prompted a warranted revelation from Khloé — not just about Lamar, 45, but Tristan Thompson too.

Kendall advised Khloé, 40, to "find it within [herself] to forgive" Lamar as she admitted, "I’m never gonna take away from you the trauma that you were put through, by not only him, but then in the end Tristan, so I can’t even imagine how you might feel about all these situations."

In a confessional, Khloé was frustrated by what Kendall, 29, said, as she alleged that Kendall and Kylie, 27, "don’t really understand" the position she's in.

"Anyone that knows my situation or has been in my situation would be a different version of themselves this many years later. It would be foolish not to be. You have to protect yourself and grow," Khloé said, defending her behavior when she reunited with Lamar for the first time in nine years.

She then explained her perspective to her sisters, offering a rare insight into how she copes with the betrayal of her more recent partner, Tristan, with whom she shares daughter True, 6, and son Tatum, 2.

"I get offended, whether it be Tristan or Lamar, where these people do these outrageous things and then they see me again and act as if nothing happened. Or they’re like, ‘Oh, I wish I could put my tongue down your throat,' " she said.

"What does it say on my forehead? ‘F------ doormat?’" Khloé asked in anger. "It probably does to these people, because I have been, in so many different ways. But then that gets taken advantage of."

She continued, "I’m like, all you guys, f--- every single person around me, cause everyone loves to say how great I am after, but why don’t you think that before? But it’s really insulting to me."

In a confessional, Khloé admitted she didn't "disagree" with what Kendall had told her.

"I think I definitely could have been nicer, or my tone could have been softer. But also, there’s so much going on. I can’t even explain the emotions, the thoughts — the very last time I saw this person was very contentious and negative," she said. "It wasn’t good. So, no, is this my best moment in life? No."

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Season 6 of The Kardashians can be streamed in full on Hulu.